I know He knows what He's doing...

I know God has a perfect plan for our lives. I thought after a few days of praying and talking to people we trust it would get easier. But it hasn't. I guess im not looking for my life to get easier or for God to drop a life map on my plate or million bucks. (Even tho i wouldn't turn it down!). Maybe i'm searching too much, trying to much. I'm trying to stop. Be quite before the Lord and let Him lead me/us. 

But i am trusting. I'm letting Him lead us. Today we turned in our paper work to try and get someone to lease our apt so we can leave. That means we will be moving in with my parents. =/ In someways this is good. Less pressure to make rent & bills. But in some ways i feel like a failure. I swore i would never move back in with them. NEVER. But what else are we going to do? I'm glad they offered. But still. NOT exciting. (Disclaimer: i do love my family, but really... )

So now. Is God leading us where i feel He is? But what about what people are telling us. Those we are going to for counsel? Sticking it out here in Cali for a bit longer? Ahhh, so many things.

Romans 12:12

Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.

James 1:2

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds.

To God be the Glory... Peace. Deanna